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Tuesday, 22 September 2009 7:32 pm
Hello people of the earth who own computers.
haven't been blogging much because i've been busy.
and by busy i mean sleeping. ALOT.
i'm really tired recently.
from 4-6.30pm, if you sms me or something, you'd have to wait a looooooong time for a reply.
sometimes i might not even bother replying because like 2hrs has past and you'd probably find another person to answer your question. -.-
"you and me the perfect team, chasing down the dream..."
hmm... what's MY dream?
who's MY "perfect" partner?
seems like i have no life.[as usual]
but i have no strengths whatsoever.
what dream can i possibly have?
get a strength? maybe?
annoying people? not much of a strength.
dance? bad coordination and not at all flexible!
singing? terrible. even I hate my own singing voice.
SEE! i really have no life!
oh gosh, what in the world have I been doing in the past short short 13 years of my life.
nothing.
forgot to mention. academic achievements.
HAHAHAH. yea right.
I'm a horrible person.
no discipline. cries WAY too much.
i can wake up in the middle of the night and just start crying.
why? i think i'm crying for NOTHING because EVERYTHING seems to be giving me way too much stress but everyone else seems fine with this and seem not at all stressed.
EVERYTHING is giving me stress.
when i try to relax, i can't even just look blankly into space.
my mind will go haywire and wonder what work there is.
when it needs to be handed up.
what do i need to work on.
when do i need to study. blah blah blah blah blah.
ARGH!
i've forgotten how to relax!
who in the world can do that!?
oh gosh.
missing p6 friends again.
don't get me wrong.
I like my 1D'ers but I miss my 6D'ers...
oh well, that's enough for now.
gotta go back to work.
really, i have work.
this was supposed to help me relax but it didn't work so..
goodnight and goodbye.